haiz... see my post title shld know how i m feeling now ba~ sad sad sad.... i lost a best friend of mine... what u guys do if one day u find out that ur best friend have been holding a touch for u??? the ans i have will be : please dun waste ur time on mi... we k onli be friends.... i m serious abt it lor... if a guy like u n u like u dun like him then y be so damn selfish??? y dun u F***ing let it go girl??? wa... kaoz... i cant stand girls that act like so innocent then in actual fact they r bitches... slut... watever u name it they act it... n i m serious~~~ kaoz. anyway back to mi... ah ken keep a diary n i was so curious so i see it.... i meant we r so close shld be ok la... then I WAS SHOCK to read this line: i feel sad when she tok mi she gt a crush on a guy at ndp... hey hey... that mi!!! reading on: whr to find to courage to tell her i dun wan b her best friend... wat he thinking man~~~??? i ask him... then he scolded mi for reading his diary n i told him off.... u shld knoe vvv well lor.... we cant be in a relationship... i meant i jus treat him as a friend n it will remain that way n onli that way... pls stop liking mi!!! i m cruel with word.. the F word will come out of my mouth in every 5s shit man... n my sucking attitude !!! pls la... tat are girls out there tat suit u more... then i told him this: stop liking mi or we r not friends anymore... i knoe i m cruel but then think abt it la.. a guy like u... u dun like tat guy... u knoe that is nth coming out if he continue to like u... y dun cruel n let him go??? even if he doesnt call mi or wat in the future let it be then.... i rather he pursue a relationship tat will have a nice n sweet ending then it beta to like mi... wa kaoz... i dun wan a friend to waste his time on mi~ watever! i dun wan think abt it now cause it sux man...
xMiNg.